Saturday, November 26, 2011

有没有永远不会让心绝望的解药？

Thursday, September 08, 2011

I found myself crying for nothing, this is the weird part.
I don't even know why i cried, probably someone can enlighten me

I'm still learning to reply on people and put down my guards against people. To trust people and have confident in people around me. Thanks alot.

Its not hard to fake a smile, really, its easier to fake a smile than cry. Crying is the most difficult thing, especially something that i don't want to bring up anymore, something that is locked somewhere in me.

I think we just need someone who is there to talk to, to listen to our story, to understand how we feel. Its often said that girls sixth sense are very accurate. I sense something, but then something is stopping me, which is you.

Its okay to be friend but then act like one, don't overdo it. So that you can allow me to act like your friend too. I don't want to be a thick skin girl. If you can't act like a friend, or cant hold on to me, probably you should let me go. Thanks alot, i will appreciate it.

Wednesday, September 07, 2011

I thought I had the sweetest dream last night, but when I wake up this morning, I realize that it was just a nightmare.

Saturday, September 03, 2011

you're trying to make me a fool har? you've gone too far.
This is not the way friends treat each other, you left me speechless.
Shame on you to do this.
Making me a fool? i'll make sure that you are the fool

You promised me that you won't make any move, i've lost all my trust on you.
Good luck from now on, don't let your guard down.
Probably disappointed is the word to describe my feelings now.
Everybody may be standing on your side, judging me from your point of view.
so wad? one day when they find someone more persuasive than you are. you are out of their life.
They are no friends, and standing here right now is your true friend and your doing such absurd things to her. YOU RUIN EVERYTHING!

Since things are done, it cannot be undone, this is the only bad things about life.
i won't regret having you as my friend, but neither would i regret saying all this. Regret is not in my dictionary. I just hope that you can find someone, someday that is worth to be your friend coz im not worth.

Thank you for teaching me so much things. Thank you for letting me know that there is no friends forever and no enemies forever.

P.S You know he is a sensitive topic

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Tomorrow will be the start of my last 3 years of school life.HOHO :)
13 years of studying already, i can believe it!

Remember that when i was 5, i wonder how will my like in primary school be. Will i be the scholar in school? Will i be popular? so many questions in my head.
Well, it was good. Great teachers and lovely friends:) i still remember some of my primary school friend Teh Weilin, felice lee. HAHA! there are others, but i cant remember it now :p

So when primary school is about to end, i think about my secondary school. Secondary school was okay, but i dont really like it. Teachers are bias, they look for pretty and smart people. I'm just invisible to them. Classmates too, but of course not all of them. Right? :)

So i started thinking about Poly life, given that my life in Secondary School was totally SHIT.
Feel so lucky that i get to know crystal as my 1st friend :) then after that shirley, instead of some bimbo. and MOST of my classmates are nice people too. No CCA though we sign up ALOT! HAHA! this is the funny part, we sign up almost all the CCA but attended NONE! but the life in poly are really unforgettable. The part whereby we chiong assignment till the middle of the night, because we do it last minute.

Now im thinking about my Uni life, kinda look forward to it. It's starting tomorrow!!! My last 3 years of school life is ending in 3 years. its gonna be the end and i have to work for the rest of my life:(
Gotta make school life really interesting, haha!

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

sometimes I hate myself for not being able to show concern, even to the people I love most.

Sunday, August 07, 2011

really hate it that people only text you when they need you and don't reply to your text when you need them. This is shit alright?!

seriously hate those people that only text you when they need you. they then stop replying when they have enough of you. wad nonsense? I learnt from this ppl lurh. not replying to texts and everything. freaking nonsense.