Life is never fix, it change every now and then

antidote

2011-11-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

有没有永远不会让心绝望的解药？

2011-09-08T20:07:00.001+08:00

I found myself crying for nothing, this is the weird part.
I don't even know why i cried, probably someone can enlighten me

No Point to carry on

2011-09-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

I'm still learning to reply on people and put down my guards against people. To trust people and have confident in people around me. Thanks alot.

Its not hard to fake a smile, really, its easier to fake a smile than cry. Crying is the most difficult thing, especially something that i don't want to bring up anymore, something that is locked somewhere in me.

I think we just need someone who is there to talk to, to listen to our story, to understand how we feel. Its often said that girls sixth sense are very accurate. I sense something, but then something is stopping me, which is you.

Its okay to be friend but then act like one, don't overdo it. So that you can allow me to act like your friend too. I don't want to be a thick skin girl. If you can't act like a friend, or cant hold on to me, probably you should let me go. Thanks alot, i will appreciate it.

dream

2011-09-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

I thought I had the sweetest dream last night, but when I wake up this morning, I realize that it was just a nightmare.

Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on Me

2011-09-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

you're trying to make me a fool har? you've gone too far.
This is not the way friends treat each other, you left me speechless.
Shame on you to do this.
Making me a fool? i'll make sure that you are the fool

You promised me that you won't make any move, i've lost all my trust on you.
Good luck from now on, don't let your guard down.
Probably disappointed is the word to describe my feelings now.
Everybody may be standing on your side, judging me from your point of view.
so wad? one day when they find someone more persuasive than you are. you are out of their life.
They are no friends, and standing here right now is your true friend and your doing such absurd things to her. YOU RUIN EVERYTHING!

Since things are done, it cannot be undone, this is the only bad things about life.
i won't regret having you as my friend, but neither would i regret saying all this. Regret is not in my dictionary. I just hope that you can find someone, someday that is worth to be your friend coz im not worth.

Thank you for teaching me so much things. Thank you for letting me know that there is no friends forever and no enemies forever.

P.S You know he is a sensitive topic

starts of Uni

2011-08-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be the start of my last 3 years of school life.HOHO :)
13 years of studying already, i can believe it!

Remember that when i was 5, i wonder how will my like in primary school be. Will i be the scholar in school? Will i be popular? so many questions in my head.
Well, it was good. Great teachers and lovely friends:) i still remember some of my primary school friend Teh Weilin, felice lee. HAHA! there are others, but i cant remember it now :p

So when primary school is about to end, i think about my secondary school. Secondary school was okay, but i dont really like it. Teachers are bias, they look for pretty and smart people. I'm just invisible to them. Classmates too, but of course not all of them. Right? :)

So i started thinking about Poly life, given that my life in Secondary School was totally SHIT.
Feel so lucky that i get to know crystal as my 1st friend :) then after that shirley, instead of some bimbo. and MOST of my classmates are nice people too. No CCA though we sign up ALOT! HAHA! this is the funny part, we sign up almost all the CCA but attended NONE! but the life in poly are really unforgettable. The part whereby we chiong assignment till the middle of the night, because we do it last minute.

Now im thinking about my Uni life, kinda look forward to it. It's starting tomorrow!!! My last 3 years of school life is ending in 3 years. its gonna be the end and i have to work for the rest of my life:(
Gotta make school life really interesting, haha!

love

2011-08-16T20:19:00.000+08:00

sometimes I hate myself for not being able to show concern, even to the people I love most.

ignore

2011-08-07T03:07:00.000+08:00

really hate it that people only text you when they need you and don't reply to your text when you need them. This is shit alright?!

ignorance

2011-08-07T03:04:00.000+08:00

seriously hate those people that only text you when they need you. they then stop replying when they have enough of you. wad nonsense? I learnt from this ppl lurh. not replying to texts and everything. freaking nonsense.

you sucks

2011-08-03T06:00:00.000+08:00

my life is totally stuck up! :(
tried not to doubt anyone, anything. and yes I'm lied to one after another. you know I hate it, and you did it. so yes, right from now this moment, you are out of my life. Please don't pretend you care.

Wednesday

2011-07-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

Am working right now. I think I can update my blog everyday already. haha! since there is application to do so.

the system today is super lag!! makes me super irritated.. argh! so while waiting for it to load, I shall take my time to blog...

I think my life is totally ruin. i don't trust people easily. I always think that by human nature, people would make use of each other for their own benefit. probably because up till now I've come across many jerks and bitch?

until now I got to admit that I built a very strong wall around myself not allowing people to penetrate it.
but I know that if someone break this wall, it would be even very difficult for me to let him go.

PS. I know that you can't always be there:)

Not worth it

2011-07-27T07:07:00.000+08:00

when I make a promise, I won't break it easily. But if I break it, please understand my reason :)

You were once the reason for my smile, but probably not anymore :)
Have been wondering if there is anything I can do to change things. it seems meaningless now? haha..

I feel that I have got use to it already, how? hmm... maybe I just have to stop everything I'm doing right now;) though I really love and enjoy it now. hhahahha

PS. Thanks for everything.

Counting down

2011-07-24T23:34:00.002+08:00

Counting down the last 6days of my work! heh heh!

YAY! IM FREE!

Its been such a long time since i go shopping with my friends!

Chit chatting about their life! I really look forward to all this! ITS TIME!

Currently am addicted to Gmarket! haha!

So convenient! just click buy then do ibanking and you can get your things delivered to our doorsteps! haha! nice :D

Today after work no bus come and fetch us. SIAN~

We have to walk all the way out sia! OMG.. almost died on the way out.

luckily got cab! haha!

am gonna sleep soon~ shall update again next time.

probably the next time i update i have already END WORK OFFICIALLY! WAHAHAHA!

PS. Please don't let me get use to it :) i will appreciate it

Encouragement

2011-07-11T23:17:00.002+08:00

I din noe that words of encouragement from a friend is so so so so important.
Simple words can make me feel abit more confidence :)

Age Gap

2011-07-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

I hate it when guys look down on girls dunno since when!
I hate it when guys doubt a girl!
I mean it is fine for you to doubt me if you are really a MAN, you see?

Man always think that by serving NS for 2 years is a waste of time. and they think that girls should serve NS too. ohh, this is just shit! wad century are they in?!
I dont mind to trade with you? like i serve NS and you guys get pregnant and give birth? and get stomach cramps every month. Im serious...

I always believe that girls can be as good as a guy :)

Cheers to girls!

4th July

2011-07-04T22:09:00.002+08:00

Went out with mummy after work as she wants to register for the english lesson. LOL.

Abit funny though, like so old already still learn english. but its always never too old to learn :)

hmm... i wonder how will i be like when i grow old. haha.

i always tell my friend i want to be like those rich tai tai. like high tea, then go hair salon make hair, manicure, pedicure, spa, HOHOHO. can enjoy life :D

life is weird don't you think so? some people come and go, some stay through out your life, some goes but left footprint behind that makes difference in your life ^^

well.. i want to be the one that stay throughout your life and make a difference to it, can my access be granted, please...? haha!

i admit i am greedy, very greedy. i always want more more more, never satisfied with what i have. when i have it i want more, and when i lose it i want everything to be back to normal. contradicting har?

P.S. Can i just have you? Really just you will do.

precious

2011-06-21T22:18:00.002+08:00

I don't understand why i just can't voice out my concern for you. I am so sorry.
I am not those kind of people that would keep asking you if you are okay, and ask you to cheer up, etc.

Just want to say that i might not have said or show that i am concern, that's because i am afraid that if i show it, people will be able to guess wad im thinking already and this makes me very vulnerable. Probably i should learn to show people my feelings. To let them feel that im anxious for them, excited for them instead of just laughing off everything or hide everything:)

And friend if you somehow get to see this post, hope that you know that i actually care about you and have been waiting for you to tell me wad happen from today 4 o'clock onwards(like you have promise).

Seriously, i am sorry to all my friends for showing the i don't care attitude, In fact, i care about every single little small things your tell me and im more than happy to share any of ur problems. Thats wad friends are for right? :)

Tourist

2011-06-21T22:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday is my OFF day so i went out with shuqi.hehe
went to shop around in town looking for sales, but failed terribly
GSS are fake.LOL.
yea. We had early dinner at Fish & Co and we head down to boat quay to take the tourist boat that will take us tour around the singapore river area. LOL.
well, singapore is indeed a very nice place at night.

I look so retard..
HAHA! this PHOTO is SPECIALLY POSTED COZ THE ALBUM NAME IS "HANDS UP!"

THE END

Naive

2011-06-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

Can i just live in the world that i create using my imagination?
The outside world is too scary, like you never know what will happen. Anytime you get stab on the back without you even notice :( so scary...
Well, at least i learn something right?
In order to survive in the society, you need to know how to "communicate" LOL!!

I think sometimes im just too independent to depend on anyone.. coz it feel sucks when the person starts to calculate what you owe him,etc. IT SUCKS! GIVE AND TAKE IS NTH TO ME.. i always believe that if i treat a person nice, my kindness and friendliness would be appreciated and not taken for granted :)
Though i do met bastards and idiots that take it for granted, but i don't care just hope that the next friend i know wont be like this :D tmr will be a better day!!

Family Photo

2011-06-14T22:45:00.002+08:00

Went to take family photos last sunday:)
About 20 of us went to the studio to have our family photo shoot, such a wonderful day.
Took my individual graduation photo and my own family photo and 1 big family photo!
hahas, now i know why model earn so much money, its like you need to do a specific pose the photographer ask u to. then he will say"Okay, that girl in red, tilt ur head to the right, face down a bit, laugh more" HAHA! i can actually remember what he said!!

well, its said to be a family photo but without my 2nd uncle, so sad lah.
have asked him to come, but he don't want :( sigh! it has been years since i last see him lo. somehow i miss him. he dote me and my cousin a lot. I still remember last time we always bring mattress to his room to sleep because only his room got AIRCON! HAHA! we are soooo realistic lah.. haha.. come to think of it, i really miss those time.

im really excited to see the photos:)
i will post up soon.
Wonder if i will get the chance to choose my photo not...

Terrible

2011-06-09T22:37:00.003+08:00

Still.. nobody understand me.
this feel damn terrible, i may seems like i am a superwomen
but i need my time, i need space, i need to be out in my world once in a while if not i will go crazy.
somehow other people will think that i am just selfish to keep my thoughts to myself and make a fuss out of it, but even if i tell them wad can they do? all they can say is, everything is gna be alright:)

i know it meant well, but srsly this word only make me cry.
cant cont this terrible post, the only thing i can say is don't ever ever only judge things by looking on the outside.

Graduation

2011-05-29T23:34:00.002+08:00

supposedly this should be a 26 may 2011 post!
But because im super super lazy i drag till now then post
It wass my graduation day on thursday 26May! :)
im officially graduated, i will definitely miss my friends,my lecturers, the FOOD! haha! i really do miss my poly life. Always rmb the time we sit in foodcourt and do human googling, gossipping,etc.

Will miss the time we had when everyone had completed 80% of their work and we just started, right crys and shirley? HAHA! graduating only take us to another journey, it marks the end of chapter, but the start of another journey :))

NICK CARTER LYRICS

2011-05-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

"Do I Have To Cry For You"

Don't wanna close the door,
Don't wanna give up on it
Don't wanna fight no more,
We'll find a way around it,
Where's the love we had?...
We can make it last

Tell me what I gotta be,
Tell me what you wanna do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

So tell me what it's for,
If there's no winner in it?
Nobody's keeping score,
Let's start from the beginning
Can we make it last
Where’s the love we had

Tell me what I gotta be,
Tell me what you wanna do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

Do I gotta stand in the cold dark night
Till the morning light, yeah
Do I have to say
I won't let you get away

What do I gotta be,
Tell me what you wanna do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Yeah

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh no
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

shag

2011-05-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

just reach home not long ago.
ended work at 9 sharp and start work at 830
woah, is more than 12hours lah!
OMG, how did i like manage to survive?
everyday still doing work order, everyday still kena bully
haha! like daily routine sia.
today super piss off by 1 uncle in the office, feel like putting glue on his chair than make him cnt move at all.HAHAHA! so old yet childish, is a guy yet act like girl. so petty!
use his chair and bang me-.- super childish can!? SIGH!
so angry that i keep tweeting with those WONDERFUL words..haha! damn funny lah.

okay enough about work.
seriously, i really think that i shld change my twitter name! HAHA
like after so long then i realise i spelled my name wrongly! damn freaking funny
and really it makes me laugh when i see my twitter name!
instead of priscilla, i spelled it as prsicilla.LOL
my new name 0.0

i really need to see a doctor soon:(
my gastric pain has worsen :((

Family day

2011-05-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was saturday and My family day. hehe
didn't know what we can do so i suggest to watch Pirate's of the Caribbean!
The movie was nice, but i think i really become very timid.
I was so scared of the mermaid scene whereby the beautiful and gorgeous mermaid turn into a evil human eating fish! My heart almost drop out, got a big shock! HAHA!
this always reminds me of CRYSTAL, i really hate to sit beside her when we watch movie, coz she will suddenly jump up and give me a big shock! ahahaha! freaking funny though i always scold her.

Today is not much different from the rest of the working days.. :)
i really dont want to eat maggie mee for lunch anymore.super sick of it!
sigh! How come the people in the office becoming more and more weird?
hmm.. colleague and friends are different.
to me, colleagues are people i only interact in office, no messages, no talking outside office and only talk about work.
friends are people whom i talk to alot regarding my life, like how i spend my day, how i hate this and like that. text each other outside office hours :)

I always believe that im quite influential.
the way i talk and act. i don't hide who i am.
coz i trust that so long as i open up my heart to accept people ard me
they will do the same:)
really. Don't ever take things for granted. if you give me shit, i make sure i return u twice the shit u gave.LOL!

Starbucks

2011-05-20T23:24:00.003+08:00

Enough of the letter! hahas

Well, i went to do my nails again today before meeting cherly:)

She needed my macbook program to do her video about hackers.HAHA

the video is freaking funny it seems like a comedy.

So.. what to do when she use my com? HAHA

I am not so good lah. of course i have terms and conditions right ?

Cherly:Your com got IMovie right?

Me:Yup! you need ?

Cherly:Ya. For Fyp video.

Me:Can. No problem. Bring along your Ipad in exchange! HAHAHAHAHA

okay, coz i have aiming her ipad for very long!

want to play with it lah..hahas!

i like to play the frog game! its very fun:))hahaha! im breaking her records.HOHOHO

SIM acceptance letter

2011-05-20T23:17:00.002+08:00

BOO! im back! With 1 good news and 1 bad news..

The good news is i've got the acceptance letter and contract from SIM. YAY!!

The bad news is the dateline the contract have to be submitted is over.

The letter is suppose to reach by 9th May! It's delayed!!!

I am suppose to submit the contract within 1 week.

BUT ITS ALREADY 19th when i receive the letter!! OMFG!

okay, nevermind.. luckily i realise it and called them and they have extended the dateline to 23th FOR ME! which is a monday. but how the hell am i going to go down to SIM whn i have to work all the way till nxt thursday!? im so dead! I bet i have to sacrifice my lunch time tmr to get down to sim..:(

where is the UNDO button in life?

2011-05-15T00:20:00.003+08:00

Have been thinking about the word regret.
Wondering if i regret not continuing my IT course.
wondering if i regret not studying hard for my O's
regret for not saving up
hmm... somehow i dont regret ah.
i just feel that there is no point crying over spilled milk right?
not as if i regret things can be undone.
so where is the undo button is life?

okay enough of my random thoughts ..
today is my dear grandma's birthday.
she is 60 over now :)
i love her the most in my family:D
because without her, thr wont be my dad.
without my dad, whr can i find my mom?
without my mom whr am i?
and whr is my brother?hahas
she is the key of happiness to my family.really.
she is the women whom i respect alot, after so much things she have gone through:)
i look upon her, she is a strong women, and being her granddaughter. how can i be weak?haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!

Happy Mother's Day!

2011-05-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

Happy Mothers Day to all mothers in the world! :)
Celebrated Mothers Day at ah ma house ytd night.
I love my family so much lahh! and i totally love it when everyone gather together for certain occasion.HAHA!

Mummy, i really love you alot.
I could never repay you, for wad u did.
from the day i was born to wad im now.
you have always been there for me :)
Though we may quarrel over a very small matter
but it makes me unds and know how much you worry about me
Every thing happen for a reason, just like you brought me to the world:)
And you being my MOM!
I LOVE YOU MOM! :)

no turn back

2011-05-07T19:49:00.003+08:00

Have not been feeling well recently, totally dont feel good at all.
both physically and mentally.
totally don't feel right.
keep feeling that im super thick skin

actually the only reason why i care to talk so much is coz i dont want to lose a friend lah.
if not for the word friend, you think i even care? totally not! :)
nvm. tmr will be better

seriously sorry

2011-05-06T22:05:00.002+08:00

im not sure why am i feeling so guilty.
probably is because i did something wrong again. hahas
okay at least i keep telling myself tmr will be better.

i have always been a very straight forward person, for those who know me.
If i did something wrong, i will initiate to apologize.
if someone did something wrong, i will make sure that person apologize.
I hate to keep things to myself(except for very personal stuff) coz
i think ALOT ALOT and this will cause me to have depression.HAHA.

But im not sure if i did the wrong thing now, should i like talk things out like what i always do to my friends? haha! but seems like its 2 different matter lei.
cannot imagine how it will be, probably i will make another huge mistake if i din handle this properly. i don't want to lose a friend yknow? such a nice friend.
its quite hard to find a friend i can clique with especially when im a weirdo.LOL.or shld i say unique person. So i really just hope that thiings will turn out to be fine. just like before(though it may take time)...

don't feel awkward, uneasy, uncomfortable. pls i beg.
if im causing all this,im truthfully sorry. really sorry, very sorry.
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as if u can see liddat.LOL
but at least i myself noe that i feel damn sorry for causing all this :)

tomorrow will be... better?

applause to my courage

2011-05-05T21:54:00.002+08:00

Give me a round of applause! haha! okay for my courage.
though is a bit random! HAHA. abit scary too.
but at least i get the answer i want? okay did i? well i think i did.
i take that as an answer to it lah.i dont care :p
i did my part :) its not up to me anymore.hehe!

too much things to talk about.
hope tmr will be a better day :)

working life sucks

2011-05-04T00:13:00.002+08:00

its 1214 now. went out with my working friends to catch "Thor"
the movie is not bad, but i just feel sleepy perhaps is because we went straight after work
almost fall asleep at the climax.LOL
Am working b shift tmr, working life sucks!
i dont unds how ppl can stay in their job for 10 or even 20 years.really.
i think the motivation i have now is the salary. :)

OMG, its time to go on diet again, for about 2 weeks ?
HAHA! fats can u like go away?
if not i go slimming center and ask them to kill you! LOL
okay im freaking tired now! and i almost fall asleep while walking home.HAHAHA
i think i damn POWER, like i can even sleep while walking. LOL

get over it and move on

2011-04-28T21:49:00.002+08:00

Just needed a place to vent my anger.
well.. maybe just another passerby in my life
maybe he is just the parts and pieces that make up my life
okay, so get over it and move on.:D
this is life, when you find someone that you thought would fit into your life
he may not FIT.

What if...

2011-04-17T19:40:00.002+08:00

its my off day today :))
hahas!
i cant believe that im back in singapore for like 3 months already!
can your believe it??
hahaha.

well, have to work tmr agn :( abit sian ah..
somehow im abit confuse now.. how??
i just hate complicated stuff lah, just want things to be simple :(

meet ups

2011-04-10T20:15:00.003+08:00

so sorry for not updating for such a long time.hahaha!
have been working lately, the work is freaking boring can!
just type type type and type -.- nb. make me damn sleepy.HAHAHA

well, i did meet up with shirley, crystal and shirley on friday? if im not wrong
its to celebrate crystal bdae :))

din take much photo coz that someone dont want to corporate lurh!!
hahahaha! nvm nxt time we arrange the meeting again.:DD

Budget Touring

2011-03-05T01:16:00.006+08:00

Met up with Shuqi today, like again har~ HAHA!

The initial plan is to go to Recruit Express in raffles then to harborfront to repair her 'stuck half-way lens' Camera.HAHA! it looks damn funny! then after that will be free and easy

Well, everything went smoothly,too smoothly i shld say. we end up finishing wad we shld do at 130.
hahas.

wanted to be tourist again, but failed coz we are broke. We did went to tour around but budget one! we took bus '11' .LOLS

we walk back and forth from raffles to cityhall. like dunno how many zillion times.

well, she was complaining why i don take the building behind her.
so she emphasis she wna show me her technique.

and this is the photo she took for me-.-
yah the building is shown, wad about me?

Planning on a cruise trip with her so we head to the ferry terminal.
we went up and down the escalator and cnt find the booth,
and they dont have brochure about it.LOLS
like funny only,coz end up i give up and say its btr to check online

Checking out the cable cars too... its quite ex
about $28 for a round trip, and about $26 for single trip

Well... i took this picture for fun lah. coz her camera spoil so i have to uuse my cam to take photos.LOL! we wanted to take this initially also. but we forgot we are on tight budget! LOL

Our day ended in marina square having dinner:)).
Sian. Singapore is so small har~

i think we shall start planning on 'Spend wisely tour'
HAHA! to bali perhaps?

France, my dream

2011-03-02T22:06:00.006+08:00

France

Well, recently i have been crazy and keep dreaming to go to Paris which is in France.
So i did some research and got all this pictures from wikipedia. The web Address is http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paris.
Really wonder how it feels like to have a cup of coffee in the cafe over there
and using my laptop at the same time.OMG! its gonna be damn cool right!?

La Défense.

it's freaking nice isn't it? :D

Panoramic view over the western side of Paris, at dusk, from the top of the Tour Montparnasse.

Such a wonderful city.
wait for me, im really coming.

Business district of La Défense.

Panorama of Paris which shows some of its landmarks

Srsly, the best part are the branded stuff over thr.hahas!
OMG! the more i look at it the more i love the place.

2010-04-04T00:45:00.002+08:00

i have change my blog link..
http://complicated-is-simple.tumblr.com/

new hair cut

2010-03-25T22:40:00.002+08:00

well.. juz woke up nt long ago from a nap?.. LOLS
went for a hair cut today..
cut my hair till damn short
nw i regret..

i woke up at 130 today in the afternoon..
went to brush my teeth..
then i look into the mirror and wonder hw i will look in short hair..
then immediately i went to have my hair cut..
reach hm.. thn went back to sleep at 5..
woke up at 9 plus..

srsly ii suspect juz nw when i go and cut my hair i haven wake up..
nw then i feel regret..
i hope its a dream lah..HAHAs
but no point crying over spilt milk lah..

2010-03-25T00:30:00.002+08:00

back from chalet but nw damn tired..
din really sleep..
will update smth about the chalet one day~

*do you believe that someone will be so lazy to even chew the food?

felicia Chua bdae!!

2010-02-27T23:25:00.005+08:00

CNY is finishing soon~~
it means the end of collecting ang bao..
this year didnt earn much lei..

today is Felicia Chua Huiru and my ah gong birthday!
happy birthday to both:D !!
and my 2nd auntie, bdae is yesterday
so happy belated bdae!!
and my 4th uncle bdae is tmr.
so happy bdae in adv!!

Celebrated all of their bdae today at crystal jade..
HAHAs.. so it means another family gathering :D :D

it has been months since i last post pictures..
so nw its time for photos :P
but the photos are really damn ugly...
such a shame lah.. that i dunno hw to use photoshop...
if nt can make everybody nice nice:D:D

LOLS... din noe wad happen to the image uploader... cnt upload image..
sorry :(

2010-02-19T16:25:00.002+08:00

heyy!
back to blogging agn

very busy CNY.
went to msia to visit grandma and juz reach hm on 17.
damn unlucky
go thr 2nd day, no electricity for whole afternoon, NVM!
3rd day! NO WATER!
its like so pathetic lah..
got to take the water from well.. (like the olden days)
i don deny that its a gd experience..
but this kinda exp once is enough alrdy
PRAY HARD THAT THERE IS NO NEXT TIME

after reacching spore, not much time to rest.
gotta prepare for exam..
its like mission IMPOSSIBLE.. HAHA
i think both NMA & DSAL gone case alrdy..
totally into CNY MOOD!
sigh! moderate the marks pls~~ *PRAY

next paper is on the 25th FEB..
finally can rest
NO! i forget i still gt to do DEUI..
that shitty flash..
still gt written test for it somemore! weird right ???

im ending it here, i think im kinda random jumping from 1 topic to another.
but im really tired, i need to get some slp :D

2010-02-08T00:59:00.003+08:00

i think im weird this few days..
coz i start to blog!

have been gg through quite a few things..
everything is not gg smoothly..
i think i have reach my limit
i think i gonna become siao kia alrdy...
hahas!

things may not be simple
but it may not be complicated.

im really sorry that i said the truth and now i regret.

2010-02-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

need to do assignment agn...
sian!

went to shopping today with my cousin..
went to fareast.. the crowd was like OMG!
at first i wanted to buy bag..
but after that went to ion so
ended up buying clothes agn..
i think my mom is gg to kill me if she noe..

srsly i think i cnt have the card on my hand..
i wonder hw much money i have own the bank alrdy...
hahas...

then went to bugis for facial thn shop agn
i hope my dad will pity me.. and pay for it...
i HOPE i HOPE~ ~ ~

tmr still need to go sch to do assignment
sigh...
thats all ! :D

2010-02-04T18:36:00.002+08:00

assignment sucks lah..
its the dateline today.. but still gt more than 50% of it still not done.. SIAN~
nw struggling in school..
totally nt in the mood to do any assignement.. coz too much things happen

sigh!
dunno wad happen to this world...

All i noe is
I LOVE MYSELF
I LOVE MYSELF and lastly,
I LOVE MYSELF

2010-02-01T21:27:00.003+08:00

why life is so complicated..?
i think im damn emo todday
im sick...
not physically, but mentally
very sick

why is this world so scary?
i seriously think human is the most scariest things on earth..

my brain is too hardworking...
can mutitask, but i dun like :(

2010-01-31T23:23:00.002+08:00

semester ending soon~
i think i will miss it..

miss those friend leaving soon~ but not the assignment

*sigh
i juz cant seems to concentrate on my assignment
i dunno y my brain can think of so many things at one time
i think im weird... am i ?

too many things happen recently lah..
make me become really gossip..HAHAs
but i think i love it

2010-01-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

lols... back to blogging..
damn tired went out the whole day...
and nw im stuck in the room force to help my dad do accounting...
i feel like sleeping sia...

hmm... alright..
recently sch reopens and assignments are out..
the results are out, and nice i FAIL..
clever right?! first time fail test..

and the damn damn damn FYP grping is making me crazy..
no grp.. can go and bang the wall alrdy..
only yesterday then find out everyone in class gt grp alrdy..
hais... haiya.. dun care alrdy see nxt sem hw lor..

im done with blogging bye:p!
need to start to do work alrdy.. else morning also cnt finish

JB

2009-12-18T20:30:00.002+08:00

LOL.. currently in Johor..
sian really nth much to do here..
except eat, sit, eat, sleep...
seriously am becoming a pig alrdy...

hmm... looking for makeup product lei...
but cnt find...

had a gurls outing on mon.. went to sentosa.. quite fun..
then after that tues went to PT lunch ..
after that go play pool...
not a bad outing lah.. hope can have more:D
its a nice one.. although almost cnt get hm (coz cnt find any cab)..
hmm..waiting for pics to be send to me :)..

the internet connection is really damn slow..
will update till here first..

FLY birdy FLY

2009-12-08T21:53:00.001+08:00

Wonder wad happen today..
while waiting for crystal at the bridge saw a butterfly...
flying ard me.. WTH... make me like from 1 end run to another...

after that in the train,on the way gg hm, a dragonfly was flying..LOLS
so i also RUN..
hahas.. from 1 end to the other...
make me look so stupid..

had my first paper today, quite horrible..
nvr really finish.... hais... so sucky..

having last paper tmr..
JYJY!!

butterfly+dragonfly = bad luck har?!
today is totally SICK!

"NEW MOON" night

2009-12-03T22:46:00.002+08:00

went for the New Moon movie..
it was so nicee..haha..
but thr was a scene that makes me laugh lah..
when edward show his body..
coz i saw this Fans club on fb..
its damn funny lah..

so cool that he could read mind..
but i dont like ppl to read my mind..
i hate ppl to know what im thinking..

HAHAs... no people can read my mind in this world..
except for my mum..
so i suppose that she is the Edward Cullen in my life har...
i juz move my finger, she knows wat i want to do..
so gd.. she gt power also .. haha..

maybe ur hse also gt 1 Edward Cullen..
that can read ur mind..

well... nth much in sch today..
life,sch,house as per normal...

was planning for a class outing..
wonder if the plan will carry out ?!

having a headache now..
assignment due date is tmr 5.. hais..
mst nxt wk..
when will my busy life stop?

life is so short.. *sigh

2009-11-29T13:20:00.001+08:00

hmmm.. another day staying at hm..
looking forward to thursday .. hehe
i booked the ticket on twilight le.. OMG!
im so looking forward to it lah...

gotta do assignment.. sick sia...
and and i totally forget that i have a gem test on tues..
nvm.. pass can alrdy.. pray hard..

LOL.. yah as crys said wan see my pic go her blog, wan see her pic go shirley blog..
wan see shirley pic.. go shirley blog also.. HAHA

YEAR END SALE... IM COMING :p
hahas...

wondering...

Twilight

2009-11-27T22:21:00.002+08:00

it seems like i like to update my blog only once in a blue moon..
recently,was addicted to the twilight series..
was reading like crazy..
its so unbelievable lah..

i read the whole book.. in like maybe 4 or 5 days ? during my free time
wanting to stop for the sake of assignment but its like... impossible ?
juz cant get enough till i finish the story..
hahas... its the first bk i completed reading in my 18 yrs of live ..
can u believe it ?

3 more books to go.. but gotta take a break else dont think i can submit my assignment when the dateline is so near..

i don't like to upload much pictures..
coz i seldom take.. so pls manually redirect urself to crystal or shirley blog on the left to see if they have any. if don have then its not ur lucky day :D

some fuker saying i was a sucker

2009-10-28T20:38:00.003+08:00

today went to the "IS bonding day"
looks fun ?
hmm... sort of lah..
those games, i can see that they really put effort into planning it..

so just as i tot this is a wonderful plan..
this fuker came..
alright.. he was sticking to our grp for the whole event, and obviously the reason why he stick to us is coz gt 1 beautiful lady that he know is with us..
why i know the reason ? well... guys are realistic( especially THIS)

well.. i dont know him well (and i also dont wish to know him)
but this fuker was like nuts, we were having our refreshment
and thr he comes and wanna take a picture.. siao right ?
okay fine, take lah.. who would stop him
he told us to look at the camera, ya, but the cameraman was right behind me
so of course using COMMON SENSE i cant turn..
my head cant turn 360 degrees ..

yea.. and this didnt end..
he think that i was showing some stupid attitude
so with the bones he left in his hands after he ate his chicken wing
he uses it and point at me..
saying that "i SUXs"
well.. totally ruin my mood

and guy i suxs so wat..
u suxs too.. ur attitude + face
yea boo! sucks..

seriously ah.. if u can find a gf hor..
i think the gurl will be damn suay..
and i swear har..
if the bf i find is this kinda i rather go be a nun..

okay.. the end of today's insulting story
fine..
tmr gt class at 830..
sian.. wonder if he'll be thr..
i scared later i suddenly say a lot of "beautiful words"
how ?
i scared sia.. later he find ppl beat me hw ?
haha! scarly, all same pattern as him one..

So cool larh

2009-10-24T19:05:00.002+08:00

its Saturday again.. *YAWN

was surfing blogs..
found a few artist blogs..haha
found jj lin de ( long ago) then khalil Fong de..
haha... OMG! so cool lah.. its like they go ard the world then a lot of nice nice pics
i also wanna go tour ard the world..

recently heard lin you jia new song.. its so nice lah..

still gt Evan Cai Yo latest album "Loneliness".. very nice also .. :D

Lastly, is khalil Fong album "Timeless"
seriously worth buying his album..
his voice damn unique lah..
attracted by his Voice lei! omg!! omg!!

oh yah.. there's a song i put in my blog sang by him..
my favourite song in this album :D
The title of the song is "Wonderful Tonight" by Eric Clapton,1997
damn romantic~~~ ^^

*I feel wonderful because i see
the love light in your eyes
and the wonder of it all
is that you just don't realize
How much i love you
(Wonderful Tonight-Eric Clapton)
____________________________________________________
oh.. anw
i think my laptop dying soon..
wanted to sent it to ICU liao lah...
find a lot of info online already lei..
sian.. i think it need operation already.. else keep on black out..

wonder hw cum my available physical memory is so little..
i wan to throw my laptop away le

*Good-bye you suck
Never really liked you
No more whats up
Cause I don't care anymore
Good bye you suck
Cause I never really liked you
So long good luck
Good bye you suck
(Goodbye, You Suck-Shiloh)

No school

2009-10-22T13:23:00.002+08:00

LOL...
its like im gonna rot already?!
i tot everything will be back to normal on friday lah
then juz nw receive another msg..
say the class will be canceled again till nxt thurs then resume lesson
goodness!!

sian nth to do at hm.. everyday listen to my mother nag nag nag..
ask me go gym with her..
LOLs.. i think the last time i really exercise is during SEC 4 ? for NAFA..
hahas.. since then nvr ever run more then 1km.. (don say 1km, i think not even 500m)

later still gotta take my pay at sim lim ..sian

WaNTs

2009-08-23T15:14:00.000+08:00

Has something happen to blogger again ?!
LOLs..

Recently, my life more sian...
everyday eat,sleep,study,take test..

i think i become pig liao..

oh.. anw i saw this nice watch lah... i wanted it so much
but its so ex.. sob sob
The model is: VN2-011-92 from vagary..
quite cool :D
but i went to search its website don hav.. so sad..

AND AND AND

i wanna change phone lah..
i don like my LG phone..
so diff to use
i don like..
what phone should i buy??
The blackberry storm like quite nice lei..
but ex also..

sian! all is money..
NO money no talk...
grr... JOBS! I WANT JOBS!

Stress

2009-07-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

omg! so stress lei..
i find my hair keep dropping..
i scared later drop till no hair left lah!

muz jia you! gg to finish soon..
suffering is coming to an end :D

hahas...
i wanna go out liao lei..
so sian de..
everyday look at com..

seriously.. i think i gt nth to update

Michael Jackson Dance Tribute

2009-07-22T18:45:00.001+08:00

2009-07-19T11:31:00.002+08:00

Sianz i wanna update also cnt.. the website isnt responding..
cant upload pics
i think i will try later at night..

went to watch harry potter on fri..
but was such a disappointment..
climax did not reach what i expected it to be...
hahas... but am still looking forward for the last movie :D
Deathly Hallows~~

i ate too muchhh

2009-06-04T21:36:00.002+08:00

alrights... gt ppl say my blog all words no pics very boring..
hahas.. okay then i will make it short and sweet
anw.. i think i eat too much juz nw during dinner.. nw bloated.. zzZ
i think my stomach is gonna burst anytime..
i slp very early everyday lei... but today cnt.. sianz..

okay.. finish :D

piss off

2009-05-20T19:05:00.003+08:00

well... im struggling wif my webA assignment..
and apparently i cnt figure out hw to start and needa wait for ppl to enlighten me :(
i dislike to depend on ppl but no choice the world is cruel u gotta beg ppl so that they will help u.
im ver piss off nw.. and my brain freeze le... cnt think of anything..
i want to get good GPAs... but it looks like i won be able.. coz my assignment really sucks... idk hw to do...

and moreover thr is no much time left.. hais..

okay... relax... im gonna post pictures its been thousands of yrs since i post pictures

its nothing lah... juz a coincidence that saw the door to the rooftop is open so out of curiosity we went in to take a look...( not in lah... we scared kena caught.. haha near the door only)
looks like.... a bit luan har??
haha
oh anw.. the pics are took my crys.. coz she easy to bully so this kinda thing always ask her do :x

okay rest enough..
gonna cont my assignment :D

1st class gathering

2009-05-15T20:29:00.002+08:00

Today went to bukit batok for pastamania...
we were force to eat pizza sia... sians..
WE WANT PASTA!!
haha!
our PT ordered the pizza for us lor... the price is like over 200 dollars sia..
forget to take pictures while eating... should take more of crystal unglam photos...
hahas.. after that wento far east to shop.. but then too tired so decided to cab home :D
although i no money le.. but i still insist on taking cab! haha... this is the problem wif me.. too splendid..
nxt time when i go find job ah.. i muz find those with v high to support myself.. HAHA
pictures will b uploaded soon after crys send me :)

BASTARD

2009-05-14T21:33:00.002+08:00

today lesson start at 10 and end at 6 but we decided to leave early to go hm rest..
休息是为了走跟长远的路。。。哈哈 yah... this is a valid reason right ?!
anw reached hm early since we cheated that we have camp briefing and left the classroom... crystal still bother to say bye to the teacher.. sometimes really cnt tahan her... so weird..
but nvm i also.. thats why we are friends mah...

anw... yesterday had a little conflict with cherly, coz of the job schedule..
so sorry ya.. coz was not in v good mood and the min i woke up from nap and i saw the msg "Can you work 10 -9 ?" GOD! i went crazy... so push the blame to u...

my mind was in a blur state ...
actually at first don wanna pick up ur call coz i noe my condition
thats not my right time.. and i comfirm will quarrel with u ..
so after that muz wait for my condition to be stable b4 i make another call..
haha! i don meant to say tat ur words are scarstic juz that smses are monotone-less so cnt really determine how ur gg to say this..
i sincerely apologise to u here lah.. but wonder will u come and see :D
haha..

okay... NOW! im done wif my apology
its time to start my scolding!!!
FCUKING BUSTARD!
My cousin had married a BUSTARD...
he was nth but juz a fcuker
not a misunderstanding at all...
My cousin went to hols on FEB and leave her baby and husband home
his husband was drunk that day and she sms another cousin of mine(which is her wife young sis )
to go his hse and take care of the baby for him... and this cousin was only 13? 0r 12
when she reach she saw him drunk... and so she went into look for the baby..
he then started to kiss her... but luckily my cousin ran off fast lah... or else no one would noe wat will happen...
He then warn my cousin not to tell her mum or anybody..
she so pathetic now.. my god! i feel like crying..
its been 3 mths this thing had happen and she has to bear it alone..
everytime she saw him.. she shiver and cries..
that bustard did not even feel guilty..

what can i say ?
the things happen ard us sometimes are juz like the drama..
u may think its not gonna happen to u... but THINK!
last word.. i hope this kinda bustard would be GONE FOREVER

jogging

2009-05-12T23:29:00.003+08:00

omg! just reach home not long ago after meeting my gurls.. haha
shi mun, huiling and juliana..
LOL... we went jogging..
all the way from our house to lakeside MRT.. our house is at the middle of PIONEER and BOON LAY MRT station ... okay... almost all died.. except juliana lah...

so long nvr see them le... haha.... quite miss the time in campcraft..
LOL... finally i have bluetooth installed on my lappy.. then i can send in pics le...
BUT...
weird .. all the pictures are gone.. haha...wonder why!

no pictures

2009-04-15T23:12:00.002+08:00

hasnt been blogging for a long time..
but who cares? doesnt matter lah.. [haha]
all my friends noe that im doing damn well! [haha]
stuck at work even in hols..!

i have already known my posting
im posted to IS- 1A/01
hahahaha... so heng i not in gaming and mobile..
i think i would become a retard thr...

anyway! its not that i don wanna update har..
its that my stupid com is being reformated le..
so the LG software is GONE!
then i cnt send photo lor...
no pics on blog not nice le mah.. right ?

alright! sch is gonna start soon in fact im only left with 5 days! :p
and i have spend my 6 wks on nth but work work and WORK!
im gonna find other things to do after MAY!
Working is not my life yet! i hasnt played enough..
haha... in future i may need to spend 30 yrs working?
so wats the hurry :D ...

done =]

With love,

SIAO priscilla

teenager retirement

2009-03-08T22:53:00.003+08:00

well... im planning for my "teenage retirement"
haha! i plan to quit my job and enjoy my teenage life..
working life is still far for me :D not in a hurry ..

heh heh... went to jj lin concert
he so cute lahs...
didn't take any pics coz look at him till forgot...
and my cam is not working fine...
but the concert was great ... perhaps is coz he is my idol..[haha]

okay planing ... ... ...
should i go learn smth?
hmm... should i goooooo ...
so many things i wanna do!!
haha

HAPPY VALENTINE!!

2009-02-14T01:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE to all!!:D
hahas... its valentine today..
hahas.. and guess wats the first thing i did on valentine
i did my QUIZZES.. so sian right!?
so pathetic lah..
anw... we had our interviews yesterday.. in our formal wear again

the Gurls... we don have as much post as the guys does

guys... who juz lost their job ??
the main lead is in the middle lah... hahas

Classsssss PHOTOs!!

Last ClassPhoto... b4 this sem end... :D

青春不要流白

2009-02-10T12:49:00.006+08:00

青春不要留白-------- meaning: don't waste your youth
haha... yupps agree with this idioms
went to HUANG JING LUN CONCERT SEH!! my god! his VOICE! damn attractive... his high pitch voice [so special ^.^]

this are the photos during autograph session

derrick ho was thr too :D

hehe... he ROXs...
i think his the 2nd idol which i like this much after lin jun jie jj
HAHA!
both of them voice are so nice OMG! but they are categorize differently lah..
coz maybe their voice make me feel comfortable.. And they are so CUTE lah!
im gonna support him till end! Hehe..............

yupps....back to the chinese idioms juz nw 青春不要留白..
know this word since im 14 but didn't understand the meaning
but nw i do!
huang jing lun inspire me lei...
look at his attitude towards his life... so colourful
be daring, do wat u wanna do , don be afraid to fail,
even if u fail its a experience u can learnt from :D

2009-02-01T22:00:00.002+08:00

well... haha
I AM LOOKING FOR A JOB!!
for my assignments,...

omg.... all the jobs require working exp
but we have none.. then still need to write application letter cum go interview.. SHIT..
nw i so tired i wan go slp...

coz i finally bought my WII....
i play and play and play.. muz move a lot sia... nw i so tired liao.. zz.. haha
but was really fun and i shout until my throat pain... okok.. stop here..
i go find job le

2009-01-30T20:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!
haha... have steamboat wif my family last sun :D [nice]

they are having their 3rd round HAHA...

haha.. look this is filled wif my fav chocolate :D [love]
yupps... every thing was cleared 2 days later...
coz mama and papa nt hm.. i keep eating and eating and eating [sin]

see! we all share the other table.. he so greedy
1 person to 1 table.. his attach to the table liao...

he told me he have skill.. but look at all the burnt part.. [cancer]
haha! .. but overall i grade u 5/10 lah

look at his nerd face.. trying to act cool.. but fail..
ended up looking like pervert

______________________________________________
yupps... things didn't went quite smoothly today...
coz quarrel wif crys haha... i also shock y i scolded that f word ..haha
but be wif shirley too much liao...
hahaS... but no pain [Ouch] no gain :D
she noe her mistake and i noe mine..
then we friend friend again :p
was too harsh on my words.. hehe :P
[SORRY] :D

shirley is the good person.. she sort everything out w/o using vulgarities[SHOCK?]
SEE! this is your good pt :D

yay! finish blogging :D

anw.. crys when u angry very scary.. bang here bang thr
wah! then the face!! hais black until like a satay that is burnt..
aiya! cnt imagine then see the pic on top the black black thing can liao HAHAS

2009-01-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

yupps~~!

finally here to update my blog .. heh heh...
was bz lately... trying to finish the assignment b4 new yr ..so that i can have a HAPPY new year

but apparently im not gonna hav it coz assignment is not even half way done..
new year is coming... but haven buy enough clothes... too bad cum no choice..economic was really bad :-(

class wasn't really fun coz idk wat the teacher is talking ..
i tried to pay attention lately hoping to catch up but of course im really back behind...

vb! its the most complicated thing can?! still combine with database.. looks like they wan to see if we have been listening.. netf is gonna due this fri.. but it seems that we are totally not anxious at all.. when it is not even half way done ... HAHA! no choice they seems like having L4D addict..
but im NOT! HAHAAHAHA! [coz only i can;t play]

Is like their voice are so loud when they play..
i bet coz crys wan the whole world to know she playing right ? then still so selfish help panda and shirley nvr help ur francis! leave him thr and let him die ! HAHAHAHA!

alrights! im done with the post today ... time for vb assignment! ~ ~

formal wear

2009-01-08T15:00:00.007+08:00

alrights! i have a presentation in the morning
so gotta wear formal clothing...
hais... so tired now!
yesterday slp too late le...
now like zombie... i scared shirley kill me sia... coz nw she killing .. HAHA!
she damn 'ji dong' lor...
she play until so 'xing fen' HAHA!!
i also wan to play!! but cnt start leh! Zz... sian

wah! watched The Clue Collector yesterday night so nice sia! woohoo.... ZHAN SHI DE
SHUAI!!!
SHUAI!!!
SHUAI!!!

M&M will make me clever ?!? HAHA
lesson ending soon~~ will update asap! :p

back

2008-12-30T11:40:00.002+08:00

Really sorry for not updating recently...coz im lazy... hehe.. moreover busy working
my dad is painting the hse today.. haha.. they tried to combine 2 colours in my room
orange and blue so 2 walls will be orange and another 2 will remain blue.. i love it!
but dad said that its nonsense haha! he want to repaint the room... =.=

yupps! my result was like ... (speechless)
goodness! i think im gonna quit my job after this mth or perhaps stop for a mth so that i can catch up..
m really tired lahs... i totally miss my time at hm when i don needa do anything and slack ard ..

its like everyday i hav to get out of my hse for sch at ard 9? or maybe 7 on somedays
after sch gotta rush to work asap... so that i will not be late..

whenever thr is early dismissal cnt hang out with friends then gotta rush to work again...
hais.. im really tired of my life... im 17 nw shld be time to enjoy right ?
haha.................................................................!

Expolding soon

2008-12-01T00:41:00.002+08:00

<< we look like idiots

<< she know handsigns ?

The time is 0041 now!!

and im still struggling...

i have started studying in the morning but haven finish..

still 1 more chap to go..

and im suppose to be studying nw rather than blogging..

but words are really too chim to understand... SHIT! bloody hell

OMG!! OMG!! im feeling the stress! its pressing me very hard!

i can't breathe.. and nw i knw the consequence of not listening in class..

我知道错了。。。

Quiz`

2008-11-28T08:36:00.002+08:00

Quiz i gonna start.. haha
should be revising BUT no feel... so yah blog lor..
anw my lappy batt is gonna dead soon... is like only 58% left ?
my stupid batt spoil le lah.. At 8 its 92% so FAST ??
bloody hell... how i wish i could change the whole laptop

but of course im not allowed when this lappy still can work lah...
okay later im gonna smash it... i wanted to buy my lappy batt...
but i scared by le then use EXPOLDE how??
haha... im a weirdo..so ya thats all.. later go hm then blog more..
my lappy die-ing soon

2008-11-24T00:48:00.002+08:00

yah! i know my blogs rotting!!
haha.. so took a few pics and then yah! uploaded :D

Does this seems like we are taking pics for cover page ??! HAHA

yea! i draw this!
i gt talent right?!
haha.. btw this is a sheep.. w/o body

haha... this is the one edited by cherly

yea! this is wat we do when thr is no customer :D
haha! we are mad!!

HURT

2008-11-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

First to wish my friend Shi mun happy Birthday!!

!!STOP!!
and thats the only msg for you below ones are not for you :D

okay.. come on! can some one juz define the word "BEST FRIEND" for me ????!!!
what do you mean by best friend? ???????????????????????????????????????
how to see who is closer to who???
by years ? or by how often u see each other ?

we aren't kid anymore GURL..
grow up.. in fact u are really older
ask me again.. even her best friend don noe her Bdae?
fine! but does she rmb mine ?
hahaS... NO..
im not trying to blame her for this.. nor wanted to quarrel with her
the fact is that friends are meant thr when u need them...
and wanting ur advice,concern,console,greetings,etc..

OR maybe to u its a different case.. :D
i juz hope that u would take ur words back and try to understand my position
coz its been long since i last met her.. even longer than the one u do :D :D

2008-11-09T21:41:00.002+08:00

Hello!
back to blog again :D (*claps)
anw nth much to write haha..

no! wait there is smth!

got this stupid auntie dunno is her eyes got problem or watsoever reason
cherly took the order from her daughter
but i think she dunno
then i just finish serving the customer b4 her so i needa wash up mah..
she was like looking at her daughter

and ask her fircely if she has ordered
coz i was standing in front of her preparing to take the nxt customer order..
she tot i looking at her lahh.. then keep asking her daughter again and again YOU ORDER LE MAH!

her daughter replied her loud and clear YES!!

then she pointed at me and said VERY LOUDLY
YOU SURE? WHY IS SHE STILL STANDING HERE
thhen i replied very politely that my friend is doing..
then again asking her daughter YOU ORDER LE MAH!
then point at me again.. why she still standing ??!

cb! AUNTIE YOU BETTER OPEN UR BIG EYES B4 SAYING ANYTHING HOR..
DUN BCOZ SEE I GUAI KIA GD TO BULLY..
YOU TRY ME LAH..
I MAKE SURE U GOT BA-LU-KU ON UR HEAD

anw we took some stupid pics..
since crys always say i nvr post anything nw i post
HAHA...

2008-11-04T11:47:00.003+08:00

weee...!!
am having database lesson now..
OMG!
i don think i can catch up..
so intend not to listen and go hm study and try to read myself

weird face i have har ?
haha... i also dunno y my face like that
i know its retarded

lols... nth liao..

OMG COLOUR WOLF ONLINE LIAO!!

hahas.. later still must work with her..

she scare away all the guys le! sob sob

down grading myself

2008-11-03T11:26:00.003+08:00

actually nth much to update lah..
but now having the ideas lesson then cher haven start yet..
so update lor..

so many xiao didi come to the shop huh?
they are like younger than me 2-3 yrs old ??
LOLs... so sian!
haha.. anw whrs my grass..

AND CHERLY KOH THE REAL COlOUR WOLF..

haha... stop saying im hor..
so many ppl see u don dare to come buy drinks le..
scared u eat them...

and also stop saying wat "hong lue deng"( traffic light) hor..
later i see him i laugh very lOUD how?
he will beat me leh..
then u will see i end up in hospital.. =x

yah anw!

i rmb smth..

there is this AUNTIE right

she damn fking 'XL'

she think she got money then big!

she: Wats this?(pointing at our Menu)

us: Oh.. is some sort of taste like ice kachang (coz it has rose syrup and MANY ppl say so!)

she: okay give me this!

us:okay (then we start doing)

she: (when done) ee... nonsense lah! wat ice kachang? don even have the taste.. (alright we can see from her face that shes trying to make things difficult for us.. )

then she wanted to look at hw we response but we didnt say anything .. HAHA

nonsense can?! is like this is not the first time le so yah!

we treat her as if she just ran out of mental hospital...

the last time her qns was :will pearl make me fat?

HAHA .. this qns make me really think that she is crazy!

even if the pearls doesnt make u FAT..

the syrup and sugar will!

so wats the difference?

i suggest that she drink only plain water everyday..

or maybe not.. juz stop ur thirst using own saliva...

so that u won even grow fat .. :D

good idea right ?

anw u r already a AUNTIE..

wats the use of keeping so good shape..

seduce guys??

okay i end here..

rotting

2008-11-01T23:27:00.009+08:00

Alright.. i know my blog is rotting..
but is bcoz i working and studying at the same time lah..
so no time to update my blog.. hehe..

today also nth to update so ya.. some pics
during chalet :D

this was after our bbq-ing.. haha
shi mun is trying to finish up ALL the food .. haha
but she didnt ..=X

food

massaging with that 'something' we got... HAHA
damn funny can

after we played.. i think they will hate us

CHERLY's bdae..

she was bullied by us :D
but i think she like it..HAHA

our breakfast :D

who's this ??!
looks like flasher ?

okay the 'lian huay'
haha.. shes gonna kill me

someone is sleeping and wrap herself up in blanket
forgotten who le

they were trying to start the fire HAHA...
we took 2-3 hrs to start.. but in the last we DID it...
GURLs power.. HAHA
we r like starving to death by then

our food

our TROLLEY... HAHA think this is a lot ??
haha... we haven buy finish yet..

haha... we r preparing to go CHALET!!!
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see this 2 gurls .. so kiaSU .. all empty only got them..tsk tsk tsk ..
typical s'porean

haha...this is crys.. and her pet
where r u looking ?
did u open ur eyes ?
anw ur pet looks like u.. also no eyes .. HAHA
jkjk.. shes gonna kill me tooo...

this is the bow and arrow of a cupid.. the 3D form.. hehe
but shirley scared she put wrong place if lower a bit will be the ... HAHA
so 'A' !

see! shirley trying so hard to form the bow and arrow!
its so hard to capture her 3D bow standing.. coz its too heavy..
would u consider to make a sculpture of it ? so that it will not fall ?

2008-10-21T13:31:00.002+08:00

erm.. yesterday have a lesson about ideas
hehe.. we draw and made this bloody 3D thing using ...

this is after destroying the products haha

2008-10-20T16:21:00.001+08:00

神木与瞳《草戒指》

再見說在額頭
原來淚也會痛
倒流心中怎麼麻醉也沒用

深呼吸一分鐘
愛突然的詞窮
你狠狠甩開我沉默的手彷彿就劇終

草戒指在手中
像句點的沉默
woo...明天以後愛變成了問候

愛不愛都痛
我以為我懂
最後你要自由
woo...忘了溫柔要套在手中到最後

該不該回頭
如果我開口
愛繼續往前走 woo...幸福聽著分開的藉口

再見說在額頭
原來淚也會痛
倒流心中怎麼麻醉也沒用

深呼吸一分鐘
愛突然的詞窮
你狠狠甩開我沉默的手彷彿就劇終

草戒指在手中
像句點的沉默
woo...明天以後
愛變成了問候

愛不愛都痛
我以為我懂
最後你要自由
woo...忘了溫柔要套在手中到最後

該不該回頭
如果我開口
愛繼續往前走
woo...幸福聽著分開的藉口

愛不愛都痛
我以為我懂
最後你要自由
woo...忘了溫柔要套在手中到最後

該不該回頭
如果我開口
愛繼續往前走
woo...幸福聽著分開的藉口
草戒指套在誰的手中

Passion FIZZ

2008-10-19T22:11:00.002+08:00

OMG!
my Passion FIZZ..
i dunno that time de situation lah...
nw then i noe..

but u dunno go whr le..
i sad leis..
WHere u ????!

Happy birthday! :D

2008-10-16T13:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17th to myself!!!
HAHA!
im like so old already
okay i hope that i will stop growing older coz i love my age now!

growing older means that my responsibility is getting heavier...
SHIT! i don wan!

i think i have spend my years meaninglessly...
haha.. everyday eat sleep sch play..
lifeless...
HAHA
no achivement.. yea

disappointment is that...............................................................................................................................
(nvm i will say it some other days)

sch is boring

2008-10-15T10:47:00.002+08:00

alrite!
now am having the dunno wat network de module.. haha
sians... today come sch like for the GEMs only.. haha.
so gd lor.. ppl can go back at 12 then i needa stay till 3 then can go..
after that still gt dunno wat talk... shit till 515
and my work starting at 5 can?

hw to reach on time.. nvr will! haha

class is like so quiet lor..
coz all bz online shopping surfing net playing games..

zZ.. but i wanna slp
yesterday went to watch "Eagle Eyes"
okay the movie was NICE!
but quite lota question mark lor..

i watch until very giddy..
coz the very meessy the car bang here and there..
i cnt even identify which car is which..
who die i also dunno..

then reach hm at ard 12 like that..
mama tell me gt ROBBERY happen near our house!
scary huh..
so she worried..
i also worried..
i think nxt time go out muz bring scissors liao..

ALWAYS BE PREPARED FOR THE WORST!

lifeless!

2008-09-28T23:53:00.003+08:00

hmm.. if im not wrong i think im left with about 2 to 3 weeks of holiday..
so sian can?

i tot go work can see shuai ge sia.. then is like... .. don say le
out of 20 only 3 can make it... the rest CMI..
sian... now go work only can think of playing... HAHA

damn slack can?!
everyday like SIAOs with cherly...
everyday sa-wa-ti-kup kup kup kup..

Heard that nowadays ppl are talking about giving away huh?
give wat u know?

their first time... to her bf
as in they s*x lah...
funny right ?
if u are not virgin le very proud ar?

zz..
some ppl stupid lah dono hw to answer..
i were the person..
i would answer this

it seems like u r very proud tat u r not virgin le har ?
u giv to ur bf le ar ?
this one ur first bf ar ?
i think u'll break soon~
gd luk... HAHAHAHA

LOL.. i know i lame.. coz is like stupid can?
if a guy is with u and u s*x with him..
that means he juz wanted to satisfied himself lor...
then after u gave him ur first time... u r no use to him anymore..
so prepare to break bah..

NOW then i know that love is such a confusing stuff har...
so confusing.. until i keep thinking about my future and cnt sleep well...
anw when is the world ending?
i bet its coming to an end by looking at the speed that ppl uses up the resources...
jialat!
plastic bags.. paper.. electricity.. many many thing else...

but can don end so early ?
can we like save the earth ?
i haven play enough leh...
i only live for 16 yrs...

a few more yrs lah....
i wan to know my future...

i wan to know my love life lahs...
i want to see my future husband/ bf handsome anot mah..

so SAVE THE EARTH!!

SCH's reopening half a year is gone!

2008-09-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

alright!
sch's reopening.
half a year is gone nth is gain...

the world is ending soon and nothing is being DONE

2008-09-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

作词：蔡旻佑作曲：蔡旻佑
演唱：蔡旻佑

2人

呼吸很轻
寂寞很深世界只剩
渐渐变弱的雨声2人
沉没著你不肯说
我不肯问你的眼睛
突出了透明的话突然
我发现你的脸好陌生

明明是不同两个的角色
爱情却给我们一个脚本
你要的不在我这
我懂你不懂的
两人在互相拔河

明明是再多不同的可能
结局却给我们一种选择
要分开却舍不得
两人彼此都忘了
要什麼

两人是不一样的我走了

service!

2008-09-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

okay !
i know this post havae a weird title...
haha.. (actualy all along my post title is all weird lah)

yea.. anw
don u think that the service standard in singapore is like getting lower?
grr... they don't know hw to serve well ?
dono how to smile ?
why always face black black de?
is like i owe him/her millions and millions of dollar!
WTH!
u noe y i wrote all this ?

coz i really cnt tahan that bloody auntie de service lah..

u noe wat she did ?
i think u will angry until like volcano erupt like that... haha

this is how it goes
i went to bought a packet of CHICKEN RICE for my dinner..
then that 'kind' auntie say : OKAY
so i waited... ... ...
then she say: $3.50
so i pass her 5 dollar..
she need to return me 1.50 right ?
okay...
she threw the money right in front to me..
im like quite shock and for a moment i feel like asking her if the money was mine..

okay then nvm i let her pass..
then she pass me the packet of RICE..
she put it in front of me again..
without saying thank you or this is yours..
and the worst is that she doesn't even have a smile..
i ask her for a packect of chilli.. she threw it to me... nb.. u think i owe u ar ?

the packet of rice is like just beside of her lor..
cnt put inside the plastic bag ?
or your hand too short ?

this time i really very surprise that she did this...
so i stood thr very long..
but she like no feeling leh..
nvr see? or pretend nvr see ?

pls lah.. AUNTIE...
YES! YOU the AUNTIE who sell CHICKEN RICE at G** **H one
Dont keep talking to guys lah...
sometimes thr are other beautiful things better than guys..

lets keep up on our service :D
and make singapore a better place ..haha
(like service slogan huh?)

coz for me theres sort of like sense of achivement when u serve someone with a smile :)
coz u know how to control ur temper and will know how to handle all obstacles in future.
and you know smth?
its real tat if someone buy smth from u is handsome/pretty.
coz u will be energised.. HAHAHAHA
okay i siao liao ..
thats all .. bye

no pics...
coz my bloody phone spoil!

oh ya smth to say also...
while waiting for bus today har..
i saw 1 of my friends mum..
she damn weird lah
keep staring at me... for wat ?
may i noe u MDM?
i know her through my friends lah

keep starring.. even after she walk pass..
come on... i'll let u stare..
but PLS KNOW YOUR LIMIT..
walk pass le then stop starring lah...
make me so angry can ?
so i stare back lah..
i don stare back de hor...
but shes too much lah..

stupid!

2008-09-05T23:26:00.001+08:00

周杰倫- 我不配
歌词詞：方文山
曲：周杰倫

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里电
影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何愛你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微
在妥协是我忽略
你不过要人陪
哦这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节
你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪
多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美

我不配

class outing

2008-09-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

Looks like my class is having an outing.
but when ? =.=
i need to know leh so that i can take leave...
sian...

hais that stupid tag thing still haven stop...
still cont help me reply tag..

u not sian ar ?
very free ar?
nth to do ar ?
very fun ar ?
no need work ar ?
no friend ar ?
cnt don view my blog ar ?
no entertainment ar?
nvr eat medicine ar ? or too worse liao muz inject ?
i gt a friend work in clinic leh.. if u really need tell me lah
maybe can give u discount..
the most is worst come to worst CMI le.. then need operation
i think my friend can also give u discount..

Now then i know why ppl choose to reply tag in the post..
but very sian de leh... must change here change there
grrrr... YOUR FAULT!!

reply tag:

crys: haha.. ya lor.. that tag not i reply de hor.. haha
coz u noe me de lah.. i wont say such a thing.. but thr is one thing i will say.. juz ignore that crazy guy.. u becareful... later u become nxt victim..

cherly: wah! Rich gurl! pay for this person ar ? no need lah save the money... or maybe give me better.. u give him har like throw money into sea leh.. give me better..

shu qi: i so touch sia! u love me! i love u too! hahahahaha

EDWIN??!!

2008-09-01T15:18:00.002+08:00

okay! Lets see
who's this edwin ?
you know ? the one who tag on MY tagboard ?

hey pls u juz cant be bothered lah..
tagging on my blog and replying the tags urself .. fun ar ?
if u love doing this sort of things
why not juz create a blog urself with juz 1 tagboard and start tagging and replying to urself ?

let me tell u smth
the first time u tag me im not in spore
who replied u ?
u replied urself!
and nw u tag me again
but im working and i only knock off after 9
so who reply u ?
u replied urself!

and i know who you are
so stop pretending u r innocent..
oh and u can carry on this silly action and
coz u are attracting all my friends attention :)

oh btw!
pls stop harressing my friend and asking them
am i blogging about u !
alright?
ty for ur co-operation

working

2008-08-31T13:20:00.002+08:00

haha... i found job le...
actually i started work immediately after my exam that day lah..
erm... okay lah...
quite slack... only a lot of things to memorise.. like exams
haha.. only that im not so stress

my mum actually ask me go find other job coz she say the pay too little..
then somemore only got 1 mth so... ..

but okay lah.. maybe after training pay will increase a bit lo..
coz when i start sch still can work mah.. so can lah..
i also lazy go out find job...haha

-excuses only..lol

oopg~

2008-08-24T19:12:00.002+08:00

okay.. i know spider webs are growing here..
i juz saw 2 when i was posting.. haha

my cousin came to sing this mon...
and this is my exam wk.. sian.. they came at the wrong time lah!

preparing for my exams then needa accompany them walk ard also...
really spent too much time with them playing ard i think maths really CMI this time le.. :(
so sad... i don wan to repeat !!
zZz...

okay i have pictures :P...
but really lazy to upload leh..haha

nxt time gt time then upload bah ..

i go study le.. having java on tues?? or wed??
haha..i blur liao
i juz rmb that this is a 8 credit module haha

exams

2008-08-17T21:10:00.004+08:00

yah! YOU!
ITS YOU!!

stupid exams...
why must there be exams leis ??
why??
i haven rest enough after my assignments leh..
haven watch enough drama series and haven play enough and haven shop enough leis
sooooo sianz.. -.-

actually we should anti- exam har ?
muz save paper mah.. right ??
this is a reason not excuse... must save the trees.. :-)
coz when exam comes really waste a lot of paper..
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yah! anw spore is competing with china in the finals now
lost le :-( so sad.. sob sob
hope that they'll win in this round
jyjy

2008-08-14T10:33:00.001+08:00

萧亚轩 - 冲动

作曲：黎沸挥
作词：葛大为、黎沸挥

很感激这城市拥挤的交通
让你我还能多相处几分钟
人潮中怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松不放松
忍不住想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我会有点寂寞
你给的幸福在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落
关于你的一切我想要比谁都懂
我的心是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我想你的时间不够用
为什么平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我你改变我
你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落

very nice song... coz nth to blog le.. :D

tired + Piss off + sad + angry

2008-08-05T23:03:00.003+08:00

tired coz this few days really sleep quite late doing the java project and the iw assignment... sian
tmr gt the interview le. hope he ask simple question.... god blessssssss! haha

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... so tired luckily iw dateline is extended to this fri..haha if nt can see me in hospital le.. haha

very PISS OFF bcause of someone... NOT 'HIM' is the other one but juz don wanna state the name out lah... haha...
dono leh... y is that person so thick skinned huh?? i really don understand...

yea im sad today,coz i saw someone help someone then is like...
i don noe lah! juz feel sad lor... also dono y... i think coz i 不爽 that person so i sad lor..haha(can understand?)

then angry coz i see that he doesn't even bother about his assignment and his partner..
i also dono y he become like that... hais i also dono dono dono dono dono
and i dono wat his partner thinking scared this scared that wats thr to scared??
his fault or ur fault??

okay done! im gg to do my stupid assignment... if nt giv me 1 mths also cnt finish